Subscribe via RSS
Most popular
Archives
From my heart
ache alone anger beliefs body books change choices Comfort creativity doctor family fear friends giveaway gratitude Grief growth guilt healing health heartbreak help home hope life Loss love my children numb nurses other people's stories Our son overwhelm resources Ripples sadness Shock sister support tears telling the story telling the truth time trust
Tag Archives: my children
When will we die?
Mama, when did baby Benjamin die? He died July 29, so almost three months ago. Mama, when will we die? We don’t know sweetheart. Hopefully we will all live long, happy lives. Long – for a 3 year old – … Continue reading
This moment
Recently Ada has been telling people two things, I’m going to be a big sister, and When I’m a big sister I’m going to ride a bigger bike. She’s also taken to saying hello to random people. Occasionally she will … Continue reading
A Shift
I am sensing a subtle shift in the way the world works, and the way I exist within it. I could use the word manifesting. I’ve probably overused the word as though uttering it would speed the process. Now that … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged beliefs, body, Grief, growth, healing, light, love, my children, telling the truth, time, trust
4 Comments
Making friends with fear
Each day, we’re given many opportunities to open up or shut down. The most precious opportunity presents itself when we come to the place where we think we can’t handle whatever is happening. It’s too much. It’s gone too far. … Continue reading
Fear
I woke up this morning around 5am and rested my hand on what I thought was Ada’s stomach. It felt cold (she runs warm) and I couldn’t feel the gentle rise and fall of her breath. In an instant, ice … Continue reading
Something Tangible
When I miscarried my first pregnancy, I needed something tangible to remember the little being who was growing inside me. I found a thin hammered gold ring and placed it inside my wedding band, closest to my heart. When I … Continue reading
